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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

I traveled across the world and I met one of my best friends and for two weeks he was mine. But he loves someone else. We can’t be together anyway and though I have loved him for a long time, meeting him has changed things. I can no longer comfortably condone his reckless lifestyle and I cannot maintain our friendship while wishing it could be something other than it is; something, furthermore, that he doesn’t also want.

So I am stepping away. I love him and the idea that he can’t be in my life at all hurts me but if I don’t cut ties, at least for now, I certainly will not be able to process and move past the feelings I’m feeling. I cannot learn to love him as a friend again while his reckless behavior hurts my heart to witness, I cannot learn to love him as a friend again while he is openly hurting for someone else.

And I feel like such a fool for thinking anything else might have come of our meeting.

It’s so hard not to think “my brain is so stupid” instead of “it is ok to feel the things I am feeling and it is ok to take time to process these feelings”

How does one make peace with feeling foolish? How does one feel okay with feeling angry and let down and sad and forlorn?

It is so tempting for me to voice my anger and my disappointment and my hurt even though I am fully aware that voicing these things will not help, it will not solve anything. The part of me that wants to do it hopes that putting it out there will change things but I know that really it would just make us both feel worse and nothing good would come of it. So don’t, me. Don’t.

I should have never gone to New Zealand. I should have known myself enough to know that this is what would have happened.

I am so sad.

I want things to be different but they can’t be, they won’t be.

It will all be okay eventually. It’s just frustrating that knowing that okay is on the horizon doesn’t make it any closer.

WOW IM DEEP
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Y’all, I have an artstagram. Follow it if you like the junk I do so that you may see more of said junk.

I also have some of my art up on Society6 which, if you don’t know (like I didn’t a week ago), throws one’s designs on any number of things for a moderate price (and then pays the artist almost nothing, but almost nothing is better than actually nothing, I guess).

If you would like a print, please contact me and do not order through Society6. It will be cheaper for you and all of the money you spend will go to me instead of them! The last picture shows what prints are available. All are 4x6″ and are $5 each or 3 for $12. They all come ~wrapped in plastic.~

ThxXx for your time.

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Y’all, I have an artstagram. Follow it if you like the junk I do so that you may see more of said junk.

I also have some of my art up on Society6 which, if you don’t know (like I didn’t a week ago), throws one’s designs on any number of things for a moderate price (and then pays the artist almost nothing, but almost nothing is better than actually nothing, I guess).

If you would like a print, please contact me and do not order through Society6. It will be cheaper for you and all of the money you spend will go to me instead of them! The last picture shows what prints are available. All are 4x6″ and are $5 each or 3 for $12. They all come ~wrapped in plastic.~

ThxXx for your time.

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